My Choice. My Curse.
May 30, 2008I had just gotten slapped by one karmic happenstance. It shook me to oblivion.
As the song goes, "It’s too late to apologize." INDEED! I shattered the life of the only man who has taken the time to make me a better person. I gave up the only man who loves me more than himself because I chose to take the road less travelled. I broke the heart of The Only One who saved me from the nothing I almost become.
Now, it’s too late. Too late to pick up the pieces. Too much damage was caused. He does not deserve to marry a complete pretense with a broken spirit. But I could have pretended to be perfect for him. I could have just kept silent and stuggled within even if it means lying to myself as to who and what I really am. I could have just given him the life he’s always wanted with me.
Instead, I chose honesty. I chose the truth. And I chose to tell him.
My choice. My curse. Hindi na yata ako sasaya ulit.
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Posted by candy at June 6, 2008, 1:35 pm